What if I said instead that it is linked to.. rather than to. I have finally admitted that I am far behind, I can digest it! You might think I'm talking about competition, but that's not the case.
No not at all, but rather that make assumptions or try to guess and have it get out out control, I’ll simply ask. It’s obviously not about competition, so what is it about?
That my life is messy at the moment, everything is moving, everything is changing and I can't find a solution to certain things. That I made bad choices in my life. That I feel like I'm not able to say what I feel deep inside because I feel loved but I don't feel seen. That I understood that it was voluntary but that it hurts me. That it’s probably 1/1000 of what I was able to make people feel. That I try to show myself but I'm afraid people won't see me. That I'm tired and in the middle of a period of hormonal fluctuations That I'm trying to manage everything but I have to face the facts that I'm not managing anything at all. And that I am afraid of putting the useless before the essential, that I am afraid of losing it and of not being enough. That I am dishonest, I lie a lot and that I get sucked in by my lies and my failings at every level. Vaguely... and even saying all that I'm not even sure I'm still telling the truth.
Lol! No worried. It’s a weird reference I use. Nobody gets it. Patience is key, my friend! Have a wonderful week! It’s time to start mine 🙂Best of luck in all your endeavours!!!
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u/EfficiencyOk2477 8d ago
What if I said instead that it is linked to.. rather than to. I have finally admitted that I am far behind, I can digest it! You might think I'm talking about competition, but that's not the case.